Is this what it feels like to really cry?

I feel like I’m dying inside, and no human on this earth can save me. Besides him, that is. But he won’t, and that’s the thing. I always say how I can’t wait for prince charming. One of those dream guys who acts like a total gentleman, and loves you endlessly. Someone who makes you feel like you’re on top of the world. But he, he isn’t doing any of that. He’s making me feel terrible. Maybe we’re just too different or just not meant to be. 

Me: I was so sure he and I would work out.. I swore it to myself that after Mike I would never let my heart go again, and if I did they’d have to work for it. But, with Matt, I just had such a good feeling that letting my heart out would just… be a good idea. I had a good feeling that we’d be so good together.. and that I loved him. But now I have a feeling this is just going to be one of those loves that.. doesnt turn into anything. Nothing happens, we soon turn into strangers, then he leaves and we never say goodbye and it’s like we never even knew each other! I hate love. He was the first guy who held my hand, kissed my cheek, kissed my forehead, put his arm around me, had a song with me, my first slow dance, and in all reality.. my first love. image


Friend: :( This makes me want to cry :(

Me: I have been every night.. Just thinking about moving on… kills me. It’s not supposed to happen like this! We’re supposed to go back out and fix what got screwed up last time. This time was supposed to be perfect and… true love. image

    • THere’s still hope! You guys still have a chance! You like him, he likes you, it will work out in the end

  • What if he doesn’t though? Does it really seem like he does?

    • He has told me several times, but he may just be pushing it to the back of his mind to take care of school, and not let it effect him.

    • I guess we’ll see. image

      Yes we will.

      I’m afraid to find out the end… 

      I reallly…am afraid. ):

      What am I doing with my life?

I had to repost :p

7th grade boy: I like her and i want you to tell her for me. boy’s friend: ok

boys Friend: hey, he likes you, you want to go out? Girl: um.. no. sorry.

8th grade: boy: i like her and i want her to know..will you tell her. boy’s friend: sure

Boy’s friend: he likes you and he wants to go out with you. Girl: no i like someone else.

That Summer: Boy: i like her and i want to tell her.

Boy: i like you and i want to go out with you. Girl: no i just want to be friends.

few days later: Girl: He likes me but i don’t like him Girls’ friends: i don’t think he will bother you again. i dare you to go out with next guy to ask you out. Girl: ok

The next day: Boy: i really like you will you please go out with me. Girl: yes boy: what?! Girl: yes! boy:YESS!!! Girl starts to fall for the boy.

Exactly one month later: Girls friend: i think its time you break up Girl: ok.. (secretly doesn’t want to but is too afraid her friend will hate her if she said no) Boy: hey Girl:hi Boy: hows it goin? Girl: its fine. Boy: whats wrong? Girl: i think we should break up.. Boy: what..? Girl: we should break up. Boy: why… Girl: its just.. we never see eachother any more Boy: I can change that Girl: I’ve never met your family Boy: I can change that Girl: I just don’t feel that way for you anymore. Boy: I wish i could change that. Girl: I’m sorry. Boy: i know. Girl: i’m sorry.. i have to go. Boy: thanks for trying.

The next day Boy: Hey Girl: I’m sorry Boy: No i’m happy we broke up i could tell we weren’t going anywhere too. Girl: ok.

Freshman Girl: (playing their song) I like him.. i have since we first started dating. but i can’t tell him, i can’t tell anybody.

Sophmore Boy has a new girlfriend Girl: (playing their song) i like him.. i still do.. but i can’t tell him. i can’t tell anybody.

Junior year Boy and his girlfriend broke up. Girl: I like you. I always have and I always will. Boy: I’m sorry i like someone else. Girl runs away crying.

The next day the boy finds a note in his locker. I told you i like you. but i was wrong. i ment I love you. But you don’t love me. I wish i could change that. I’m sorry for that day back in 8th grade. I really didn’t want to. I’m gone now, I’ve been sick for a while now. By the time you read this I’ll be in the hospital on life support. I just needed to tell you before i go. I love you. Don’t for get that. Boy stares at the paper for a long time and runs down the hall. He went to her house. but she wasn’t home.

The next day: Boy goes to the hospital and tells the nurse who he wants to see. Nurse: it seems she checked out yesterday. Boy: She’s better? Nurse: I’m afraid not. she had cancer and she passed away, yesterday. I’m sorry. the boy stares at the floor, he runs out the door and down the street.

The next day: At her Funeral The boy asks to speak. Boy: A few days before i received a note from her. (he reads the note.) and i wanted to tell her before she left that I loved her, i love her. i loved her for a long time. and there is nothing i can do now. nothing. all i can say is i love you and now your gone.. I wish i could change that. The Boy starts crying and so does everyone else.

The Boy ends up marrying her friend that told her to break up with him. When he found that out that she did that, he killed himself to be with The Girl. He was 28.

REPOST or you will have bad luck in love for 28 years. RePoSt and somebody will tell you they love you tomorrow and you will get good news tonight at midnight. Repost is you have a heart and want to find a cure for all serious diseases including cancer.. Repost for all of the people who fear death is at there door Repost for people with cancer. </3